Fighter of A Million Dreams

So Julie
So Lonely
So Pretty
This is from the view that i see
So Julie
So Lovely
True Beauty
There is so much more that i see

Seperated by a wall
She was the perfect girl standing of all
And she makes me smile
When she’s there standing for a while
So Julie
Don’t Leave me
Don’t Worry
1 day future you will see me
and then we
do marry
so happy
that’s my Julie living lovely

Don’t go far, please stay here, i know i’ll try to make it clear
And then comes he, don’t take her please, let me be with her owh please…

And days passed
but love still last
when will i
see my bride i’ll be from the past
So Julie
Where had u be
i’m waiting
My baby please come back dear to me

So Julie
So lonely
So lovely
this is from the view that i see…

All my life i’ve waited
All my life i’m waited
N now i hav found you
i hav found the lady who looks so true
So real to be the one called boo
later called wife, then old boo
My hands fits urs right
we love to hug so tight
and so we giv sweet kiss
jus to see how it ain’t bliss
the love tat we share
is a blessing of God
Appreciate what’s there
cuz He can take it back when we don’t care
And then blow us with his wrath
throw us away from the path
so now lets appreciate the love
tat was given and was blessed
i noe i wasn’t wrong
when u felt and touched my chest
this was real and this love
how can this be more true? ask above
Lets walk thru this journey together
let me help you
and put away ur shyness
let me love you
lets go say thanks to God
For his blessings upon us
Lets not forget about Him
as how others had done it without Him
Thank the love, and thank the share
we are in love, we shall be cared
God bless this relationship of us
Grant my prayers and put me away of lust
Let me guide you, as u too guide me
lets guide each other to the happy
And pray to God that we’re forgiven
of our mistakes we’ve been doin
And forgive each other of wat we’re doin
We love each other, as we love God forever
And for these words i say
i mean them they’re true
God bless us both
And bless our future marriage
as it will be the best
a never ending marriage
And strenghten my mind and iman
as these two link me to u
and strenghten 2 her iman
let us be devoters to u
Amin…

i shower my love
to those who deserve best
my Love is eternal
no one can contest
and this is my faith
my whole i do give
For u and for God
and family i live
i am just a sinner
hope God can forgive my sins
if God can forgive me
Why stick pins?
i’m still there for u
never been anywhere cuz my words are true
i’ll uphold my promise
but how bout you?
Unspeakable as it sounds
why can’t u forgive?
ur tears i noe are grand
but did u noe i cried for u too?
ur done with the crying
so enough with denying
this love ain’t gone dying
Cuz God seems preserving
the future looks bright
for me and you
our history past light
its just me and you
its ok take ur time
U noe we’ll be fine
i’ll return to u one day
as a word its fine
don’t worry bout me
but take care of ur self
i still hav God
He showed me Myself
i hope God can show u too
what he has shown me
and that u share it with me
as i’ll share it with u
A lady like u, deserves the best
And that is God’s Love
it beats the rest
even mine too what u see in chest
i hav changed for the better
i hope all can change too
as we are human, devoters of God
devote to him once again and feel the love true
Come back to God, and go back to him
Find the answers u need
and then we’ll face him
on Judgement Day we will see
what fate had decree
and then we’ll see
Perhaps U and Me
We must go thru his test
and endure them all well
the reward is really sweet
all shall be well
i will wait til the day
U come back to God
And see what i hav gained
n each other, we too will gain
the sweetness of Love
And the sweetness of each other
Amin…

Cintaku hadir, dan cintaku pergi
kenapa begini?
hanya Tuhan mengetahui
Namun aku reda kerana kini
Aku sedar aku mendosai
Diri dan dicintai
dan kini aku kembali
bangga kerana aku kembali
kepada Tuhan yang Maha Esa
Dan Tuhan membimbing aku semula
Menjadi insan yang berguna
Namun, aku tetap akan bersedih
kerana perlakuan ku yang tak mungkin dapat ku tarik semula
namun apa yang berlaku
Ada hikmah nya
dan kini aku belajar apa yang perlu diterima
iaitu keadaan disaat hiba
aku mengerti ini salah ku
kerana tidak cukup kesabaran
aku menjadi kerana perlakuan
oleh orang yang dicintai
Namun, kini aku reda dgn kehendak Tuhan
aku berdoa padamu Tuhan
kau ubah lah dier kembali kepada diriMu
Kau ubahkan lah dier menjadi solehah
ingin sangat ku lihat dier berubah
Menjadi seorang muslimah
taat pada diriMU
Seperti aku taat pada ajaran yang diturun oleh Pesuruh Mu
Aku tetap berdosa, kerana melupakan Tuhan ku
Owh kenapa begitu, kenapa aku lupa diriMu ya Allah
Namun aku kembali semula
meminta petunjuk, pedoman, cahaya
Kau teguhkan semula iman ku
dan Kau bimbing la aku, serta hamba2 Mu kembali
kami sangat merindui kasih Mu Ya Allah
berikan kami cinta dan ketenangan Mu semula
Sesunguhnya kau lah Maha Pengasih, lagi Maha Penyayang
And Your mercy, prevails Your wrath
Ubahkan lah hamba2 Mu yang mendusta kepada Mu
Ubah lah mereka yang inginkan Mu
Dan Kau berikanlah Cinta sejati Mu
Tiada manusia dapat melawan itu.
Amin…

On the date of the love
2eight of july
my life turn its tumble
and things soulfly
i woke off the bed i and wonder the scene
it seems like a normal day, not like the cream
yet i went to class and things felt blast
but yet i remember sumthing that still last
a girl was hurt, n crying for me
i was dumb and idiotic that it flip crossed me
i felt heavy and the heart felt crazy
my emotions were blur, how could have be?
Did she fell for me? And she fell for me?
Less i think, more haunts thee
Guilt and bed ridden i went straight to class
A butterfly came to me and flew me a lass
this was not her, this can’t be
get me another, u noe who’s better
The butterfly flew away but it went to class
i didn’t notice cuz i was on a mass
looks were blur, mind were stir
How could hav it be?
A girl fell for me?
Right down to the knee?
And there she cried
i’m shocked and fried
i try not to think but the time is link
heartfelt linked
is this her dear butterfly?
is this her owh butterfly?
i could not make up my mind
is my eyes growing blind?
Why me? isn’t she worthy?
For someone else maybe?
But if its true
then bring me
the courage within me
So i can confront this lady
and see how it will be
later that nyte i had a msg fren written
My mind was heavy, gosh still bed ridden
She told to come by
The look wasn’t sly
But i noe it was time
to squeeze a ripe lime…
i sat there still and waited her mill
to come and see grill and to see whats real
she came in a dress so green so striking
with her tears off the crying
i had to wonder again
why did u cry?
What is it u see in this hatred man
is it the love in u and the can
in u…
U kept ur tears, u held it back
i cudn’t bear to see u cry
For me…
A commoner, a hated man
A guy who’s changing for himself
And to change the whole wide world…
if u see my heart, can u tell me whats in there?
is it me, and u?
then came the butterfly
flying on me and u
as if sprinkling dust of blessing
And showing signs God’s smiling
And at that moment, i said yes to you
"baby, i love u so much rite now"
U can’t believe u thought i was sick in fever
guess this was where ur the love believer
i wasn’t crazy, but was crazy for u
And so the sparks flew and the breeze came cool
there was two less lonely people
and so, comes in the prequel

But on the 23rd of Nov
things came too short
the fight we brew was just too much
So we threw the love that we yearned so much
Butterflies came, and they all jus cried
some cried with u, and with me some cried
if u think i don’t love u
that’s wrong and not true
As the love that we hone
never got less, never went gone
it was still there all along
Maybe God wants me to learn
to come back to his ways
And so i hav turn to him
and found peace in my life
i pray tat God gives u tat too
and God changes u
into a women no sinner
a true God devoter
Find no reason to hate
as i am to changing
until u won’t hate
as there’s nothing to hate
Good luck in ur life, and may God bless you
All the words you said to me, i know they are true
One day God will unite us again
when He is through
Testing both our patience
and reward us with each other
and peace of mind
i wait for the day to come
a day where all is right once more
for me and u

Ash=Forever one of God’s servant