My head is filled with thoughts again. Once more, I am thinking of so many lessons that people take out on. They call it faults, but i see them as lessons. its where a lot of people are not really in the account for.
i heard from other people that Australians has this tendency of being racist. But of course, only some do. And the same and similar will go to Malaysia also. not much of a difference when I don’t see unity among other people. But again, some are united, whilst others are not so at all. Sticking to our groups, being with our own kind, that kind of thinking, I feel makes me limited somehow.
I have this feeling in me. I’ve heard stories from differing people who visited the other countries. Stories from pilots, my gf, its a very weird world out there. From what I see, some Americans are a bit frighten when a name sounds Arabic with a bin in the middle. Or the tudung/shawl making others say "go back to where you came." I wanna explore the world. I wanna have that chance.
My lecturer told me I’ll get the chance. Surely. I believe so too. It’d be fun to roam around the world for business trips, and even for a little vacation. But from what I see, I wanna learn more on what other people are doing, saying, thinking. Is the world really united under 1 culture dominated by the Americans through their depiction of movies and shows? Do we have other people who possess a differing way of thinking? I wanna know all that.
Though I have yet to even finish my degree yet, this is my dream in life that I would like to do. But of course, I don’t want that happen when I’m too old. But I have to think a whole lot of things, like my family, my future family, educations, jobs, and so on. I can’t leave all that behind in pursue of my selfish needs. But of course, I wanna do all that.
In the near future, I foresee business trips. I have to make myself learn more of the world and the ways of life itself. Business, education, everything. I was shocked to find a strip club in Brisbane, but hey, it could just pop up anywhere around the world. So why not take a look at that vast world, travel to understand the cultures that be in different places. I believe, the more i see places, the more that i could do thinking on. It’ll be worth my time. very.
Much Love to my baby at QUT, Brisbane, Australia, and the rest of the world, Azlil.Ash.
