Fighter of A Million Dreams

You thought I stopped didn’t you? You think i wouldn’t be that very counselor anyone knew me didn’t you? hehe. I’ve stopped for a while. But now, lets talk about communication.

Now me and my gf, are having a long distance relationship (LDR). We wish we cud be much2 closer like before, but i think its great for her to pursue education at another country. The heartache is there, but hey, its not long, 2 years will be just fine (right sayang? later we’ll go traveling together k?). I gotta admit, communicating isn’t as frequent as it was. When she gets the chance, she goes online, we open up our webcams. When she don’t, we go for Skype calls on her Skype fon. We did a lot for that matter (i sent her a letter, and she sent me a postcard. hehe). And we didn’t seem to stop.

Of course, in the early stages it was tough when she brought over Maxis to another country. Roaming truly sucks when 20 minutes sucks up RM50 of credit, even though u didn’t make the call. huhu. But over that rough edge, we made sure that we’d still contact each other. Now, lets get to the point.

Wherever you are, don’t lose the communication. I’ve read posts in LYN forums that showed guys and girls being ignored for, not days, or weeks, but months. Some assumptions make it go with the relationship is lost. Most would agree, but hope would say otherwise. It is important to talk to each other on what happens everyday in ur life. Because you’ll be hearing that more often, so why not start now?

teenagers need to look out on a point. There’s this belief that you gotta talk 24/7. Well, if you could, no problem. But please do not get any bad ideas when ur better half is busy with work and stuff. The other half shud notify wats going on, and time to time, give a chat. Less than a minute is also good, cuz that’s where devotion comes in. But if ur better half don’t really own much of cash to supply credit, help him or her out. They’ll repay u back in other ways u can’t imagine sumtimes.

Well, that is the much of communication. talk it out, understand, and think wisely of ur better half. there’s nothing more rewarding than being at the side of ur partner, sharing a quiet time, and even a time where you both chat to ur hearts content.

Much Love, Azlil.Ash.

According to my Human Development textbook, at the age of adolescence is the time where you choose who you will be in the later years. I have that feeling. A feeling of identity crisis.

Maybe its just me, and i’m slowly growing up and maturing. Evidently, no more stupid jokes. Just make jokes. Not stupid ones. Just plain good old jokes. I don’t have to do the things that the TV have taught me. In a way, those "jokes" are actually thrashing other people. Just like how we laugh when someone trips. I refuse to laugh on that matter. But i laugh with the tripped if he or she is smiling too at it. If not, i’ll just smile and relax while bringing the said person back up.

This is life. We each progress in steps. Some slowly, some without hesitation taking the choices they desire. When u r mature, it is a sign that u understand. In truth, i never really agree on public display of affection. If I love the person i am with, i feel happy to be with her. Sometimes, others want us to show a sign of holding hands, or a kiss, just to prove that 2 people are involved. Some also, quickly speculate that the 2 people from opposite sex’s when together, too frequently, are an item. Though that is generalization, but that’s what you get when people are too familiar with their own cultures and recreations that they bring.

bringing back to my ownself, i am puzzled with what i wish in this world. It is funny amusing of what is really going on in my life. Maybe that’s the sign of me growing up to be a fine young chap. Older and wiser. Just like how i wanted myself to be. Well, if u want it, just do it. No better time to start then now. Something that I will like myself to be. Kind, passionate, remorseful, a servant to Allah, understanding, loving, wise. Life has been a journey will lots of bumps and obstacles filled. But never meant that it was there to stop us from moving on. Life should be remembered, and we should keep moving on. I have to thank my lecturer on that on showing me, that no matter how life had hit u in the stomach, keep moving. I wouldn’t have this strength when I was younger, filled with unstable emotions. but the people that came to my life now, serve to remind me that the past has gone by, and we should keep moving towards a path of straight.

I have God. I have my family. I have my love. I have my friends. They have never been far away from me. They are only a text, a call, a wish, a thought, a YM, an email, a prayer away. I am wrong to think they are far away from me, when I noe they are so close to my heart. They helped me to be on that straight path. I wanna keep walking through it. I noe the door is right in front of me, and I leave it to Lord to allow me to see how far it is from where I am now. I wanna fulfill my 1 million dreams, and keep on going. The world has much to offer, much to be polite and kind to.

PS: I remember a good joke I made with my friends regarding blood. My lecturer said to him, races doesn’t matter as we are all the same. Our blood is all red. I proved him wrong when there is pink blood. People who have pink blood lack red blood cells.

Much Love and Thankfulness, Azlil.Ash.