Fighter of A Million Dreams

I read a bunch on my coming exams. My Malaysian Economy is up first, so I went on a go with that. then i realized, I have yet to read on more things in this world that has to offer.

Truth be told, I met my lecturer Mr. Halim on my final year project. I knew from the very beginning if it were to be under his tutelage, the end result I would get was not a paper with an A grade, but experience and a whole lot more. I already knew he was going to warn me, as he truly wants to emphasize on quality. So i decided, that since other lecturers would show me the "get away easy" style of doing the FYP, I believe he can make a fine man out of me, and I would love to see that report published as a journal (And that ain’t easy).

As I was saying, i haven’t read much, about being a man, sexual activities, financial things, gaming news so on and so forth. I realized, that I need to go more than just that. I mean, being criticized by my future wife on not knowing house measurements and features is a really a big blow on my manhood. Moreover, I at least need to learn how to renovate a house. My dad knows how, so why shouldn’t I?

What defines a man now? Is he loyal, respectful, wise? There are lots of qualities of being a man, but nowadays, we have feminine men. men who are too emotional (Yes, I’m raising my hand up for this too). Yet, I believe, real men are not women. They don’t behave like them, at all. Yet, they aren’t cold, mean and totally unapproachable.

I began body building 2 years ago. I was under the impression that chicks love a guy with a hot bod. I was right, but its just a small step. there’s a lot more that chicks want in a man. A whole lot tat i never realized until now. And trust me, I am way behind all that.

I remember in Dead Poets Society, it was very much about learning to tell yourself on how to seize the day. And through dat, is by doing it. And is what should be done. We should just do it, no questions asked. If we want something so bad, do it. And ignore the world. The lecturers in my university did what they had to in order to get to where they are. Why shouldn’t I? I don’t want to stay in an aircon job forever. I want to do things that branches from farming to education. I want the World to see that 1 man is powerful as a fireant. But not many realize that at all.

I’ve did a few things in my life that I should be proud off. But it won’t stop there. InsyaAllah, with the belief I have in Allah to show me on how I should live in this life, I am positive that I can achieve true wealth, help my brothers and sisters all around the world, and in hopes I am accepted in heaven along with the people who work hard to be there with. Its ambitious, but nobody said its not doable. Nothing is easy, but nothing is hard either. So here’s to me, fighting for my 1 million dreams, and this time, the world is involved.

Much Love, Azlil.Ash.

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