Fighter of A Million Dreams

Not parodying Batman here. But read on if you wish to know.

Males were known to be the type of people of are silent. They hide their emotions to the females around them and they never really talk much about what really happens to them and how they feel. But ironically speaking, males are more associated to having the anger emotion within them. Ironic as in that’s the only emotion that should not be associated too kindly with, in any human being.

So, the problem here is, how do they handle it?

Just as what you would figure it, by getting angry. It’s the first step, but not done normally. In the current generation, bits and morsels of people do this. But this has also changed. Since only too few of males do it, what do they resort to?

Buddies.

Be it male or female, they talk it out. +1 for feminism indeed. it is hardly a doubt that the men, who have problems with women, or any other emotion that they feel or whatever, is now being vented on other men. With this, males have functioned themselves to be more feminine. Wanting only to vent out their frustrations and not solve anything anymore. besides, when was the last time you cooked up something on your own and solved it with? Pretty much less likely.

So, are men failed to doom while being more feminine over time? Not really. Unless for those who let themselves be dominated by the women around them, then not at all in fact. It’s not a matter of dignity, it’s how you are as the silent protector. I thought males are the types that brings the problems to their its knees? As the old rule applies, if there’s a problem, shove it. Take it with you and punish it like hell. What more could you ask for?

You got a problem, bring it out. if the lady is bitchy and merajuk about it, let it be. That’s probably the most efficient way to bring the lady to speak. Trust me, it’s not easy to ask her to talk. She’ll just do it slowly later as you keep on being with her. And once it’s out, take it slow and maturely. Expect screams, but don’t get emotional (i’m working on that too)

So, the males who don’t want to resort to feminism, be more rational and quiet. We are silent becase we’re made to be silent. but we speak when needed. Don’t lose your balls. Keep em where they belong.

Much Love, Azlil.Ash

Sumtimes, u jus need a good bump to wake up from your dreams.

Certain days u feel that grudges need to be solved. Certain you feel that people need to be thinking of what sort of things need to be sorted. I believe if you have a flame that you need put out, you get the fire extinguisher asap and just flush it up.

I wish I could finish my GTA soon. It’s taking a toll on me. Actually, i don’t believe I would finish it anytime soon. I actually sank playing FF12 far too long already, almost nearing 50 hours of good time since I got the game. (yes, well over 2 years) And now the DVD broke. So gotta get a new one indeed.

I guess games that brings forth lots of play time is what gives it more value. You could tell yourself that you bought a console just to play 5 or 6 games through it’s life span, and still be satisfied with the purchase. And that’s the best part.

I think i should say Piracy should be snuffed away. We can just always rely on cheap goods all the time in an illegal way. If it’s expensive, find out why. That’s pretty much it. RM5 doesn’t really justify the value of a 1 year long game actually. In fact, it could take much more.

So, yeah, stop piracy. Go for the real deal. Intellectual properties are always the way to go.

Much Love, Azlil.Ash

I quoted this from Dina Zaman’s latest article from The Star. And besides, it’s self explantory isn’t it?

Just to be sure, it means very much that this is the culture that is too much prevalent in Malaysia. Specifically, to a certain race (Aiya, I no need to say who lah. haha)

In a prospect, the thing here is do we find an excuse to show we are weak or we just don’t want to say we are being big and mighty? It is very much viable and evident isn’t it. So, why are we giving excuses when we are not supposed to? It definitely goes back to me saying about doing something, but always finding excuses to evade the work.

What’s so hard about doing something? What’s so hard about improving one’s self? Why is there jealousy? Why make words out of people and incite hatred and fitnah?  Why be pointless?

That’s for you to think.

Much Love, Azlil.Ash

In this life, we tell ourselves to make the most of out things. We make our days go by working hard and long to earn money to be successful in life. NO. I don’t believe anymore that some people are in the notion of only surviving. They only choose not to have all the wealth in the world, but just to keep it in rainy days as an elimination towards risk.

But the real race is what bothers me. There was a time before that I wanted to submit a contest entry form from  The Star. I met the aunty responsible for it. I asked her politely if the entry form submitted was still entitled to the free gift. She said yes, but there was a catch actually. The aunty (which I don’t believe I need to say the race) was lamenting how another specific race was always seen sending the entry form to her and kept asking her for the free gift, that she decided to not give them anymore, and limit only the last few, to her specific race. Upon hearing that, I said to her that her act is wrong and why should she do that in the first place. She got annoyed and said take it or leave it.

Now, I understand work is tough. It’s life. We all are having it tough. But, why do that? Why be so stingy towards others? Why must you choose when u are taught to be fair? Especially, to everyone? Is it pride? Is it envy? Is it because we are superior?

I noe not of what people think. Considering I’ve encountered many other racial spats around me. The advantage of being a mix of two races taught me sumthing beautiful in life. Don’t think others don’t understand what u understand solely for u. The world is too vast now for all that to not happen anymore.

Will I ever see a brighter future? Time will tell.

Much Love, Azlil.Ash

Ladies and gentlemen at 16th September, we will be having a turnover as the opposition think it might happen. As for me, it’s stupid.

There’s no point to revert to this tactic. Just prove yourself worthy. There really is no problem if you want to be PM or something. just work hard NOW and prove that your worht it. Then, we’ll give you the money you deserved.

So here’s the thing, not that I support the Government nor the Opposition. But you both need to do 1 thing, WORK! Stop digging graves, digging skeletons and just work.

I know there are some who want to work for the people. And I salute you. So just stay where you are, and work.

We’re all more thankful if you do so.

Much Love, Azlil.Ash

There are speculation on that September 16th date. Now, 45 years ago, on that very date this country was named Malaysia. In 2008, the leader of the Opposition is saying that on this day the Government will change hands. Now, that’s not really much a problem, the thing is, its how the people are perceiving it.

I’ve read a bunch of articles regarding what people are holding on this very date. Personally, I believe that on that very date, IF, it happens, this country’s economy will go through a downfall. No kidding. If Anwar, can set everything right in 1 day, I’m pretty sure the economy will go into a stable motion, or it will boost up. Thing is, how likely is that going to happen considering some companies who are, well, lets say too dependant.

So what if the economy goes falling? Simple, the Indonesians take over. I’m not saying that this as in war terms, but more to indirect warfare. Expect more foreign labors to come from everywhere possible. The cheaper they can be, the better. So, is there a cure to bring it up back without having to resort to a take over from the masses? There is.

The Sendiri Boleh attitude as explained by Icapital.

Now, in Bolehland, the constant shouts of Malaysia Boleh, is just that. We can. Of course we can, but do we do? Nope. Well, majority of us that is. When I was growing, the Thomas Cup victory showed so many kids taking up badminton as their preferred sport. And that lasted for quite a while. Then, it faded and completely dried out. Why? because we didn’t win much anymore. We just tag along for the fun it brought.

Now, with Sendiri Boleh attitude, i think we can give into having a lot of ways to make us all more cheerful and more united. That and a more prosper economy. But with an attitude of money talks and money rules, it goes to show this is very tough. We have tax avoiders, we have conmen to name a few reasons. And just like other countries, of course they do have the same. The problem here is, the ratio of those people compared to the real people who do business and pay taxes, are too small of a gap compared to other developed places. besides, why choose to be legit when u can make money much faster by being illegal?

To have a stable economy, you’d need a stable country in political terms. When it tumbles, all of us do tumble too. Obviously if the Opposition screws up, the current Government will come back, but what happens after that is for you to ponder. What I’m hoping for is everyone do something. Sendiri Boleh, when you know you Boleh. Don’t ask for Malaysia Boleh, let them bolehkan themselves. Sendiri Boleh? Then make it Boleh.

Much Love, Azlil.Ash